So in my last post, I had said that I did not know when I wanted to do IVF…well turns out…we are starting as early as next month! I am meeting with the IVF coordinator on January 24 and depending on when my period shows up, we can start as early as next week or a month from now. (you need to start medication on Day One)
How do I feel? Excited…I actually think THIS is going to work. I always had a gut feeling that this was the road we were going to have to take, but also have always had a gut feeling that not only would it work but I would get pregnant with twins. (if i get pregnant with one – i don’t care lol)
I also feel very anxious – I am about to put my body, mind, spirit, and husband through hell with hormones everyday and appointments every other day. It will be really intense. But it will be well worth the wait.
I also want to cry at the thought of the amount of money that I am about to spend….but I will also get over that and it will be well worth it.
Whats the rush? Well one, none of your business. I have gotten so man “what is the rush?” “Why are you doing this so fast” “why don’t you wait another year”. Hm, well last time I checked, your opinion does not matter when both my husband and I want a child. We will do what we want, when we want. However, if you really need to know, my husband leaves May of 2019…for a long time. I would like to have a child before he leaves. And thats that. That’s all you need to know.
My husband and I are very excited to start this journey. We believe that it definitely will lead to children and everything will work out by summer. Here we go!!